;.I always wanted to write a blog...its very stressful i have to say lol.
I wanted to write to help others peole and to help myself.
i think the idea of the blogs is to write whats on your heart...and in the same time to help the people with the same problem.
im not going to give you my ID im just going to talk...rather im just going to write.
I thought a lot lately about my life...yea i know its sound a bit old lol but to be a teenager its not so easy, if someone thought that its easy im sure he's or she's most to be the top of the top.
dont take me worng, life not so bad and im not saying that im a loser or something like that i just saying that it's stressful ... i mean the tests the friends ... yes the friends or i have to say the bffs..the friend who will be there for you anytime and everyday-worng!- i used to have a bff (i have more but we was very close-and when i say close i mean close ) we was like a twins i was the good one she was the bad one but anyway we did anything together.
my friends were shocked they told me you and M no way you all so different from each other.
she was called me a bitch a slut insecure and lots more...
I know now you all think "what an idiot, why she didn't stop to talk to her?!" and you all right i was too much naive.
but somehow it made me stronger...yea i wish so..this "struggle" has become much worse and only hils me.
i was cried..(i kind still) and im very touchy.
But what i know that i didn't 'dirtied my hands' i i didn't do anything worng i didn't lie, invented rumors, threatend and many more.
But all stuff she done to me.
from a girl without frends she managed to steal my friends and she did it with lies, rumors and parties.
Now I don't really know who to trust but I do know there were some girls who know who she was and them with me and for me, I can trust on them..I love you all girls and boy(:
It was a very small item fom my life lol(:
xoxo-the invisible girl












